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03 August 2010
was a sad day fer me. Cried badly.
Had a dream that i fight with him badly
till we almost break up. Woke up from sleep with a
fear that it would happen & pray that it would just be
a nightmare.
But then, im TOTALLY WRONG. Because those
dream become REAL. Really did fight with him badly
& now its hanging.
Didn't received any message from him
fer the whole day. Im the one that started to
text him first at 7.24pm.

*messages*

Me : Evening bby. Watcha doin...?

Him : Do nothing.

Me : Why no message..?? Are you mad at me..?

Him : Mad. No lah nak mad buat ape..? Da bkn nye i giler.

Me : Hmmm. Sim nak masuk Sri Ulan tau.

Him: Masuk uh. You pon suker pe dier ade.

Me : Ape you mepek nie..?!! Da, kalau you pikir or
ingat nak cakap macam gini, better still no
need to message me. Thanks. Take care.

Him : Hahah. Gatal sangat ngn Sim pergi lah. Sim pergi Sim
balik. Ala you bukannye i tau.

Me : Ehk you kenape nie sekarang cari pasal ngn
org..?? Kalau orang suker ngn dier da lamer lah orang pergi ngn dier.
Jangan nak bobal mepek kat sini boleh tak. Ehk da lah orang
malas nak layan you kalau you nak bobal macam nie.
Kalau you nari angin, jangan nak lepaskan kat orang. Im
not your punching bag.

Him : Hahahahaha gatal.

Me : whatever Iqbal. You nak prangai kan..?? Ok
then. *Sarcastic smile*

Him : Hmm another bad intention. *thumbs up*

Me : Kenape ngn kau nari..? Aku tak nak gado ngn kau tau. Kalau
kau nak cari pasal ngn aku, puas hati tkmo message
aku. Kau gi message pompan lain pon cantik uhh. Aku
malas & tak kuase nak bertekak dengan kau.

Him : Ala abeh mara. Me angin nari. Message pompan lain..?? You
yang suro ehk. Jangan salah kan i. I ikut perintah kau aje.

Me : Ehk thanks uhh. Baikkk..!!!

Him : Ape yang baik..??

Me : Prangai kau. Aku suker sangat. Amalkan selalu uhh siaa.

Him : Prangai kau pun aku suker da mendadak lagi. Cermin
diri sendiri dulu.

Me : Ape yang aku buat..?? Kau yang start all this pe.

*call him*

Me : What do you mean by all this..??

Him : Ape..??

Me : Ape yang cermin diri i sendiri..?? Ape yang i buat..?

Him : You gi pikir sendiri uhh ape yang you da buat. Go & find
out your yourself. Nanti kalau you da tau semue then baru
you message me. You pikir balik ape bende yang you
tak sepatutnye buat tapi you buat.

Me : Ape yang i buat siakk...?? Tell me at least.

Him : You gi cari sendiri uhh ape yang you da buat.

*he hanged up the phone & back to message*

Me : Can you please tell me what i did wrong till you're
mad like this..?? I really can't figure it out. I
beg you to just tell me whats happening.

Him : You know that i always trust you. But my
trust fer you is going down. Haiz ilysm but you really
dissapoint me. Whats our secret remain secret remember this.
You know that im a understanding guy. Please
don't take everything you do i can understand. Remember that.

Me: Please tell me whats really happening. Go straight to
the point please.

Him : Haiz still don't the get the picture. Kae just
remember thing you must not do.

Me : I beg you to just tell me.

Him : Think lah. Now im going to sleep. Im so damn tired
& i wanna rest. Tomorrow i got two job. Have 1 whole day. Ily. ;/

Me : Please don't drag this matter byy. Lets talk
things out.

Him : Go home & think it all back. Self reflection.

*stop messaging*



..
plus i received a bad news.
This Sunday (08 August 2010), there's a show (Kude Kepang)
at Teck Whye. Then i get to know that
his ex also gonna be there & gonna play the show too.
FUCK LAHH SIAA..!!!
how am i suppose to control my emotion later..??


*signing off*
(''v'') aida_petite (''v'')