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25 July 2010...
How should i start ehk..?? Hmmmmm
ok lets get started now. Well, i don't know if i should say it
as a unhappy day or a happy day...
because at first everything were just fine & smooth.
These are the days that i were out with Boifey, Shasha & her family.
boifey come down to Shasha cribss first because he wanted
to go together with us. Kidda shock to see him wearing a black
colour t-shirt. Its like the same as me just that im wearing sleeveless.
We were going to watch Kuda Kepang at
Sunplaza Plaza which is at Tampines. We were out
from house at 3pm & we reached there at 3.30pm. We took bus 27 go there.



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when we reached there, he stand beside me, very close to me.
A few minutes later, we saw a space then we sit
& watch the show together. We were
talking, smiling & laughing all the way. Then my phone
rang. A call from my Bestie, Rozaliah. Talk to her &
Boifey were asking me who called me, so i passed my phone over
to him & let him talk to Roza. Boifey were asking Roza
whether do she know with who is she on the line with.
then Roza answered him, ''Azam''. Whoaaaa.
Boifey act calm like nothing happened & continue to talk with Roza
for a few more minutes before he passed me back the phone.
after he had passed me back, i talk to Roza. Then suddenly
Boifey walked away & stand far apart from me.
then when i looked at him, i received a sarcastic smile.
So thats where i know that something is
wrong thats why he react that way.



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then Roza were asking me who is the guy
just now that talked to her on the phone. I answer her its Iqbal.
Roza told me that she thought i passed the
phone over to Azam because Boifey voice sounds really like Azam.
in fact actually more to Nizam (Azam twins).
after Roza says that, then i understand why Boifey react that
way suddenly. Ok that is what happened during that day.
& again we had an misunderstanding about my past.
I told Roza that later i will call her again
because i want to talk to Boifey to ask him why. When i approach
to him & talk to him, he ignored me. He act like he is
busy watching the show. So when he acted that way, i walked away.
Because i don't wanna quarrel with him thats why
i walked off so that he can cool himself down.
I stayed with Shasha all the way. Then he came to us.
firstly he talk to Shasha then he pulled my hands
& ajak me go to the shop with him.
while walking to the shop, he hold my hands &
he ask me several questions.

*conversation*

Boifey : Do you really love me..?? Have you asked your heart deeply..??

Me : Of course..!! Why..??

Boifey : What is your relationship with Azam..??

Me : Friends..!!!

Boifey : How about feelings...??

Me : I had no feelings towards him. We were just friend. Not
more not less. I don't go for friends remember..?? I
treat him only as a friend & forever it will be that way.

Boifey : Great..!! So if in that case, can you please delete
his number away..??

Me : Why must i..?? We were just friends. & after all we seldom contact
with each other now. He knows that im attached with
you & he also patched back with his ex already.

Boifey : Is it so hard fer you to delete it away..?? That shows that
you do have feelings fer him just that you didn't
ask yourself deep down inside there, your heart.

Me : Who are you to say like that to me..?? You are not
someone BIG that able to read whats in my mind
& what is my heart feels.

Boifey : Later at Mummy (Shasha's Mum) house, i want you
to exchange sim card with me fer a few days.

Me : Must we..??

Boifey : Take it or leave it...??

Me : Ok fine..!!! Whatever that you say uhh.


*end of conversation*



..
were back from shops & back to watch the show again.
He sit next to me but still no talking.
we sit together with our own group of Kude Kepang
which is Sri Ulan (S.U)
Comes Wanda (S.U) sit besides me & he talked to me, offered me a drink.
thats where Boifey start to talk to me.
while watching the show, comes this little cutie girl name, Erin,
wants to sit with me on my lap. Boifey carried her & put
her with me on my lap. Erin ask me fer a drink & i gave it to her.
I tide her hair up & fan her. Everyone from the opposite
side of us were all seeing at me & Boifey. I guess they thought that
Erin is our daughter. Wanda da ketawe-ketawe tak stop.
siakkk..!!!
Erin is superr tired i guess till she fall asleep. I baring kan dier
on my lap so that she will feel comfortable. Her legs
is on Boifey's lap. Makin lah orang ingat tu anak kiter.
LOLS :DD


..
We make a move at 9.30pm
& reached home at 10.10 pm. Everyone kene hujan bab its raining heavily.
once reached home, Boifey sound me again about
changing the sim card. So we exchanged lorr.
Then i go and mandi. After mandi, Boifey ask me to help
picit kan kepale dier because dier pening.
I picit kan kepale & badan so that we won't feel very weak & sick.
After that semue orang masuk tido. So Boifey & me also go to sleep.
lagi2 the wheather is superr good, cooling aje.
sleep together with him in his arms as usual lorr.
That night i was down with fever. I were so cold & shivering
badly. Boifey hug me tightly & kiss me at my forehead & lips.
He wished me goodnight & say ILY to me then
he cuddles me to sleep.
tadi mara2 abeh sekarang sayangg. Weird siaa.



*signing off*
(''v'') aida_petite (''v'')