..
wow..
Yesterday (23.07.2010)
is really a bad bad day fer me.
feeling very damn down, crushed & superr sad.
Tak ajak gurau siaa nie.
after we had argued on the 22.07.2010,
he showed me his ego, i showed him mine.
we didn't text each other fer almost a day
But luckily belom genap satu hari lagi.


..
while im waiting fer Sha-Sha at 27 bustop
i was superr duperr down siaa.
Thinking why must all this happen.
its so UNBELIEVABLE that he didn't text me fer quater of the day.
was dreaming & listening to mp3 all alone
den suddenly hp ring. A massage.
I open the msg to see who it is from
kidda shock to see *my property* name displaying on the screen.
read the msg & were shock again plus touched.
received the msg at 8.42pm.
Tu kalau dier tak msg sampai pukul 10.30pm,
da genap satu hari tak contact.

the messages :

1) Im coming to sengkang later. If you
still wanna be mad at me be it. I just wanna say im sorry...imy..

2) Im so sorry i left you out all alone. Bearing all the pain. Ily dear.



..
At first im still so ego. Don't wanna lose,
don't wanna surrender easily
coz i thought that the messages were all a planned, a tricked
so that to see whether im going to reply the massage or not.
But after Mel had advice me & i thinked over
it again & again, ok i decided to reply.
i reply it with short sentenced as i did it on purpose.
*evil me* hahahaahahahahha



..
can see that his apologise is truly sincere
& that he truly serious with this relationship.
He love me lots like hell.
being hearing him saying that almost everyday.
i dunno what makes him love me like alot siaaaaaa.
Its like im not as pretty as other girls out there.
he got the looks but why he don't wanna go with the pretty ones...??
i thought all handsome guys always wanna go with only the pretty girls
but like his case, its totally different
sampai aku cakap aku nak jadi kawan balik member (Boifey) sampai
tak rela & mati2 tak nak.
Hmm, whatever it is, now that he's mine
& im his, nothing can change us.
Coz two hearts already become one.
we love each other the whole lots. Fer sure that we will try
not to quarrel again. But somehow arguing is another
form of a communication. After when we
are stable together and when we look
back at these squabbles, we'll find it memorable.


..
after he left me just like that yesterday,
without saying a single word, he did
come back again. That is sweet kan..??
Come back to really settle our problems coz
after he walked off, i text him this,
''i don't wanna drag
this matter any longer as i love you very
much & i can't stand to take the pain anymore.
Its freaking hurts. The pain is killing me like HELL''.
After that massage been delivered, he didn't reply.
so i assume that he just can't be bother.
but after awhile, about 2hrs later, he come down again (without informing me).
we sit, we talked things out & we settle it in an
orderly manner. I cry because i were too ego.
It takes us half an hour to settle everything. Things went smoothly
during the discussion. No one interfere while
we were having our conversation.
Things settled nicely then he hugged & kissed.
& apologise to each other. Both are at the fault. Both promise
not to be so ego again & not to bring this matter up
again in the future. Because we chose to close
this book & open a new chapter of life.
After everything had settled, we went off to sleep.
sleeping together with him in his arms. He hug me very tight & say that
he love me very much. When i close my eyes, he start
to stare at my face, touching my lips then
slowly suap lidah. Hahaha.
Then when he close his eyes, i will stare at his
cute face fer minutes & playing with his ears.



..
I LOVE YOU the most Muhammad Iqbal.
still remember those time when i ever ask you this,
''would you catch me if i were to fall for you''.
LOLS :DD
its so cheeky siaa
& now, i already fall fer you deeply pon.
Ok im off to bed. Continue to sleep again.



*signing off*
(''v'') aida_petite (''v'')