on the 7th of April at 2.18am,
i received a missed call from Fadly's house phone.
i regret it so much that i didn't answer it.
as on that night i was feeling very down & slept early.
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so, when i was awake the next day,
i called Roza to tell about it.
& she suggest me that i should call/msg him back.
i did try to call his house phone but i couldn't get through.
so, i tried calling his handphone.
& the rest of the number that he was using,
still can't get through. pfft!
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then, i decided to msg him instead at 12+ noon.
& he replied me at 2.46pm.
i was shocked that he did replied me!
coz all this while, he never replies.
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he gave me a lame reason on why he called.
Me : did you call me yesterday morning?
Fad : terpicit ah.
doesn't make sense kan?
you're calling through house phone.
& how can you "terpicit" my no.?
that is so impossible!
.
but whatever it is, i don't care anymore.
coz i'm sick & tired of all this.
as he left me hanging.
.
i have to tell myself this,
Zu, you must forget about him.
throw away all your feelings that you have for him
& go on with your life.
you don't deserve to be treated like this,
always MIA from you. sighhhh...
when will all this gonna end?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!